It’s a beautiful sunny day here in the Mitten, the last we’ll be enjoying for a few days. There’s talk of snowflakes tomorrow! Good grief, Michigan, get a grip!
In other news. I’m on day three of a migraine which has had me creeping back to bed throughout the day, looking for silence and darkness. If you are a headache person, you understand.
As I laid in bed yesterday, I was overwhelmed with gratitude. Usually on these days, I muddle through at work as best I can, and return home to collapse on the couch. Sometimes I end up in tears from the pain and strain of a day spent teaching with a migraine.
This time, I’m home. And while I’m obviously not happy about the health crisis that keeps me quarantined, it is always on my mind that I’ve been spared during this dangerous time. I have felt especially grateful during this migraine of mine. I’m healthy. I’m safe. And today, during this round of pain and nausea, I’m able to rest and recover at my own pace.
Caroline Ingalls, Ma to author Laura Ingalls Wilder, was quoted as saying, “There is no great loss without some small gain.” Since first hearing this spoken by my fourth grade teacher as she read the Little House books each day, I’ve returned to this simple thought. Find the good. The peace. The gain.
Much has been lost by so many as I’ve sheltered safe at home. I want to just acknowledge and thank God for our experiences.
A day, or three, with a migraine would usually be called a loss for me. Unable to do as I wish. Not being my best, pushing hard through pain. But today, I’ll climb into my bed if I choose and let the wind blow outside my windows. Today, that opportunity to rest when I’d usually be at work is a gain.
Today, a passing headache instead of a forever heartache is a blessing.
I’m going back to bed in a bit, to listen to the wind and be thankful.